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I’m gay, but I suddenly woke up not enjoying sex with other guys anymore

  • Asexual gay expresses feelings
  • Asexuality exists

First things first, I am gay. I grew up seeing myself sharing a lifetime with a guy, not a girl. I love girls, as a friend. They are my sisters, but since then, I promised to devote myself to a man in the near future.

But wait?

For 20 years, I have been trying out things with different guys. I was happy, my thirst was quenched.

Until yesterday. I ended up in bed with this dashing guy, 6-pack abs, and a decent job. He was confiding himself into me, but I can no longer feel anything. No desire, no lust. Nothing. So I met up with this dude 10 years older than me to test whether if I’m alright or going insane. I did the usual stuff, and I still feel empty. He got mad then immediately left my apartment. Was it that bad? I don’t know. As much as I want to shrug this idea off… am I turning into a straight man?

Asexuality

It’s a thing. No one believes it, but I was diagnosed with this condition. I am capable of loving, but I find it really really hard to see them as carnal carcass. It was, in fact, my sexual awakening.

My biggest dilemma would be finding a guy whom I can fall in love with, but without doing the thing. I know this is hard, for everyone desires for it. But it was no longer the case for me.

It’s pretty simple in essence. My sexuality is so fluid I can easily brush off the sensation of desire. If you’re the guy that can handle my situation, I will leave my number here. Just kidding.

It doesn’t literally mean that I’m going straight. I’m asexual, and cases like mine happen.


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Written by Denis Santos

A Journalism student who considers nature as his second home. Likes to travel on a budget, and believes tofu and nuggets come hand in hand.

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